{"id":980,"date":"2018-02-10T20:33:33","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/nema-monolog\/"},"modified":"2018-02-10T20:33:33","modified_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:33","slug":"nema-monolog","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/nema-monolog\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e9ma monol\u00f3g"},"content":{"rendered":"

\nK\u00e9ts\u00e9gek k\u00f6zt, imm\u00e1r negyven \u00e9ve a v\u00e9g fel\u00e9
\nMegyek, folyton szorongva, szorongatva ett\u0151l-att\u00f3l,
\nHogy ler\u00fagjam lid\u00e9rc\u00e1lomban \u00e1tizzadt b\u0151r-ruh\u00e1m,
\nMeg-meg\u00e1llva t\u00edz emelet perem\u00e9n, inogva m\u00e1ll\u00f3 k\u00f6v\u00f6n,
\n\u00c9s elborzad rep\u00fclni v\u00e1gy\u00f3 lelkem, mert alant sincs ki\u00fat!
\n\u00a0
\nA hangok egyre ink\u00e1bb unszolnak, hogy lel\u00e9pjek –
\nMikor vis\u00edt\u00f3 ker\u00e9k csattan sin ac\u00e9lhoz – a villamos el\u00e9,
\nDe ma m\u00e9g gy\u00e1v\u00e1n elengedem, hadd menjen a k\u00f6r\u00faton tov\u00e1bb:
\nHiszen d\u00e9lut\u00e1n van, az id\u0151 langyos \u00e9s kellemes.
\nElj\u00e1tszani b\u00e1j\u00e1t, s megjavulni a holnapnak – viszont d\u0151res\u00e9g!
\n\u00a0
\nK\u00f6vetnek, \u00e9rzem, s hi\u00e1ba szedn\u00e9m sebesebben \u00f3lmos l\u00e1bam,
\nA percek falk\u00e1ban, \u00e9hesen loholnak ut\u00e1nam,
\nFi\u00fak, s le\u00e1nyok integetnek t\u00falnan a furcsa b\u00e1csinak,
\nSzeg\u00e9ny \u00f6rd\u00f6g, hibbant lehet kis m\u00e9rt\u00e9kben tal\u00e1n,
\nS \u00f6nfeledt nevet\u00e9s k\u00f6zbe sz\u00e9nsavas sz\u00f6rp l\u00f6ttyen a f\u00f6ldre.
\n\u00a0
\nE vil\u00e1g t\u00e9bolyult meg? Vagy, ki elindult sz\u00e9pet keresni,
\nS elt\u00e9vedt valahol e kifordult \u00e1lom-val\u00f3s\u00e1gban?
\nH\u00e1t nem csod\u00e1lom, ha rekl\u00e1m-porokat szippant\u00f3
\nGyermekek kipirultan, csak k\u00e1b\u00e1n l\u00e9zengenek,
\n\u00c9s utc\u00e1ra bor\u00edtott kuk\u00e1kban turk\u00e1l a j\u00f6v\u0151 nemzed\u00e9k!
\n\u00a0
\nLevert vagyok, minek tagadjam? Sz\u00e9tfesz\u00edt a tehetetlen v\u00e1r\u00e1s.
\nK\u00e9ts\u00e9gek k\u00f6zt, imm\u00e1r negyven \u00e9ve a v\u00e9g fel\u00e9
\nMegyek, folyton szorongva, szorongatva ett\u0151l-att\u00f3l,
\nTal\u00e1n mindv\u00e9gig nevets\u00e9gesen \u00e9s oktalanul \u00e9lve,
\nDe eny\u00e9m e f\u00e1jdalom. S csillap\u00edthatatlanul sz\u00edvembe t\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Continue reading N\u00e9ma monol\u00f3g<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":216,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[70,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-980","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-70","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/980","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/216"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=980"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/980\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=980"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=980"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=980"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}