{"id":9364,"date":"2020-10-22T15:57:57","date_gmt":"2020-10-22T13:57:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=9364"},"modified":"2020-11-05T16:01:17","modified_gmt":"2020-11-05T15:01:17","slug":"vissza","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/10\/22\/vissza\/","title":{"rendered":"Vissza"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Egyid\u0151s voltam a mindens\u00e9ggel,<br \/>\nnem foglalkoztam kezdettel-v\u00e9ggel,<br \/>\nvoltam foly\u00f3k \u00e9s m\u00e1s vizek, a hegyek<br \/>\n\u2013 g\u00f6nd\u00f6r ny\u00e1jaim \u2013<br \/>\nlust\u00e1n kolompoltak az id\u0151 hull\u00e1main.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Nem sz\u0171n\u0151 ny\u00e1rd\u00e9lut\u00e1n voltam akkor,<br \/>\nv\u00e9gtelen jelen voltam csak: gyerekkor:<br \/>\nfogtam halat, t\u00e1gul\u00f3 szem\u00e9be n\u00e9ztem<br \/>\n\u2013 l\u00e1ttam a sz\u00edve belsej\u00e9t \u2013,<br \/>\nhaldokolt, m\u00e9gsem eny\u00e9m a sz\u00e9gyen,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">l\u00e1ttam a sz\u00edvem belsej\u00e9t, halak sz\u00edv\u00e9vel dobogott.<br \/>\nCsak a h\u00fas, a k\u00f6telez\u0151 l\u00e9tez\u00e9s volt a kotta.<br \/>\nAzut\u00e1n lett a most. A most a sz\u00edvemet kimossa,<br \/>\n\u2013 tapossa h\u00fasom a Volt s a M\u00e1r \u2013,<br \/>\nnem vagyok farkas. Sem g\u00f6r\u00f6ngy\u00f6t hajt\u00f3 bog\u00e1r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Az id\u0151 az\u00f3ta a vizekre r\u00e1fagyott. Hagyom.<br \/>\nHalott m\u00e1r minden vall\u00e1sok minden istene.<br \/>\nEgyetlen hangon sz\u00f3l egy v\u00e9gtelen zene,<br \/>\ndermedt vizek b\u0151r\u00e9n vallom\u00e1sokk\u00e9nt \u00e1ll a s\u00e1r.<br \/>\nA mad\u00e1r h\u00f3ba fagyott l\u00e9p\u00e9se vagyok: a nyom.<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-9364 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='9364' data-nonce='8e77380504' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-9364 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-9364 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Egyid\u0151s voltam a mindens\u00e9ggel, nem foglalkoztam kezdettel-v\u00e9ggel, voltam foly\u00f3k \u00e9s m\u00e1s vizek, a hegyek \u2013 g\u00f6nd\u00f6r ny\u00e1jaim \u2013 lust\u00e1n kolompoltak az id\u0151 hull\u00e1main. Nem sz\u0171n\u0151 ny\u00e1rd\u00e9lut\u00e1n voltam akkor, v\u00e9gtelen jelen voltam csak: gyerekkor: fogtam halat, t\u00e1gul\u00f3 szem\u00e9be n\u00e9ztem \u2013 l\u00e1ttam a sz\u00edve belsej\u00e9t \u2013, haldokolt, m\u00e9gsem eny\u00e9m a sz\u00e9gyen, l\u00e1ttam a sz\u00edvem belsej\u00e9t, halak sz\u00edv\u00e9vel &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/10\/22\/vissza\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Vissza<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9139,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[472,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9364","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-472","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9364","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9139"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9364"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9364\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9365,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9364\/revisions\/9365"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9364"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9364"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9364"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}