{"id":909,"date":"2018-02-10T20:33:31","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/amig-ki-nem-dob-az-orveny\/"},"modified":"2020-03-04T19:50:01","modified_gmt":"2020-03-04T18:50:01","slug":"amig-ki-nem-dob-az-orveny","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/amig-ki-nem-dob-az-orveny\/","title":{"rendered":"Am\u00edg ki nem dob az \u00f6rv\u00e9ny"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\">Az id\u0151, ami eleddig<br \/>\negy ritmusban l\u00e9pett velem.<br \/>\nEgyszerre csak maga al\u00e1 gy\u0171r \u2013<br \/>\nhol m\u00e9rf\u00f6ldekkel el\u0151ttem j\u00e1r,<br \/>\nhol \u00e9pphogy kullog ut\u00e1nam.<br \/>\nDe mindig be\u00e9rem \u00e9s hagyom,<br \/>\nhogy be\u00e9rjen \u2013<br \/>\nmit tudom \u00e9n mi\u00e9rt,<br \/>\nha f\u00e1j.<br \/>\nF\u00e9lt\u00e9keny r\u00e1m, n\u00e9ha komolyan ezt hiszem.<br \/>\nIrigy, mert egyszer nem leszek,<br \/>\nmert meghalhatok ak\u00e1rmikor,<br \/>\nM\u00edg \u0151 k\u00e9nytelen tov\u00e1bb vonszolni a vil\u00e1got.<br \/>\nSzeretn\u00e9k a szem\u00e9ben t\u00fckr\u00f6z\u0151dni,<br \/>\nszinte beleolvadni, annyira szinkronban<br \/>\nl\u00e9tezni vele!<br \/>\nHi\u00e1ba.<br \/>\nM\u00e1r r\u00e9g\u00f3ta j\u00e1rom testem \u00e9s elm\u00e9m<br \/>\nharcmezeit, k\u00e9ptelen lenn\u00e9k visszaid\u00e9zni<br \/>\na sz\u00e1molhatatlan gy\u0151zelmeket \u00e9s vesztes\u00e9geket.<br \/>\n\u00e9s unom,<br \/>\nhogy egy-k\u00e9t h\u00e1tramaradt t\u00f6lt\u00e9nyn\u00e9l<br \/>\nM\u00e9gis fel\u00e1ll m\u00f6g\u00f6ttem a sereg<br \/>\nsz\u00e9tbomb\u00e1zva agyamban mindent,<br \/>\nami nem oda val\u00f3, \u00e9s igen,<br \/>\ngyakran a puszta \u00e9rtelmet is tal\u00e1lat \u00e9ri.<br \/>\nL\u00e1ngokban \u00e1llnak a hat\u00e1rok,<br \/>\na f\u00fcst bebor\u00edt \u00fajra.<br \/>\nAzt\u00e1n eltakar\u00edtom a romokat,<br \/>\nolyan egyed\u00fcl,<br \/>\nmintha \u00e9n tal\u00e1ltam volna ki a h\u00e1bor\u00fat,<br \/>\n\u00e9s \u00edgy kellene b\u0171nh\u0151dn\u00f6m \u00e9rte.<br \/>\nMire megint csendes a t\u00e1j, s k\u00f6r\u00f6ttem<br \/>\nmindenki boldog rem\u00e9nyekkel teli.<br \/>\nMagam maradok az igazs\u00e1ggal: a csend<br \/>\nk\u00e9r\u00e9sz\u00e9let\u0171 b\u00e9ke,<br \/>\n\u00e1lland\u00f3 t\u00e1voli harsonazajjal,<br \/>\nbalsejtelmekkel.<br \/>\nS m\u00e1gneses viharban,<br \/>\nelt\u00e9vedve, kezemben remeg\u0151 ir\u00e1nyt\u0171vel<br \/>\nforgok,<br \/>\nAm\u00edg ki nem dob az \u00f6rv\u00e9ny,<br \/>\nvalamikor, v\u00e9gre,<br \/>\na f\u00e9nyre.<\/div>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-909 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='909' data-nonce='a08ac95bec' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-909 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-909 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az id\u0151, ami eleddig egy ritmusban l\u00e9pett velem. Egyszerre csak maga al\u00e1 gy\u0171r \u2013 hol m\u00e9rf\u00f6ldekkel el\u0151ttem j\u00e1r, hol \u00e9pphogy kullog ut\u00e1nam. De mindig be\u00e9rem \u00e9s hagyom, hogy be\u00e9rjen \u2013 mit tudom \u00e9n mi\u00e9rt, ha f\u00e1j. F\u00e9lt\u00e9keny r\u00e1m, n\u00e9ha komolyan ezt hiszem. Irigy, mert egyszer nem leszek, mert meghalhatok ak\u00e1rmikor, M\u00edg \u0151 k\u00e9nytelen tov\u00e1bb vonszolni &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/amig-ki-nem-dob-az-orveny\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Am\u00edg ki nem dob az \u00f6rv\u00e9ny<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":352,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[65,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-909","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-65","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/909","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/352"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=909"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/909\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6405,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/909\/revisions\/6405"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=909"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=909"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=909"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}