{"id":8316,"date":"2020-05-23T10:38:25","date_gmt":"2020-05-23T08:38:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=8316"},"modified":"2020-05-23T10:38:27","modified_gmt":"2020-05-23T08:38:27","slug":"detox-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/05\/23\/detox-ii\/","title":{"rendered":"Detox II."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\"><em>Egy alkoholista fiatalember panaszaib\u00f3l<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">K\u00f3rh\u00e1z. \u0150r\u00fcltek h\u00e1za. \u00c9jszaka.<br \/>\nVizelet szaga. V\u00edz szaga.<br \/>\nHold veri r\u00e1m az ablakot,<br \/>\nFent vicsorognak a csillagok.<br \/>\n\u2013 Atavisztikus, \u0150si f\u00e9lelem fagya<br \/>\ndermeszti k\u00f3rh\u00e1zi \u00e9jjelem. \u2013<br \/>\nNincs \u00e9p gondolat \u2013 csak iszony\u00fa<br \/>\nhuzat j\u00e1rja \u00e1t a<br \/>\nBeteg kopony\u00e1j\u00e1t \u00e9s mellkas\u00e1t.<br \/>\nElfogy a leveg\u0151, s egyszerre minden sz\u00e9tesik<br \/>\n\u2013 a szoba megp\u00f6rd\u00fcl \u00e9s fejre \u00e1ll \u2013<br \/>\na Beteg ok\u00e1d, izzad, remeg,<br \/>\nmenthetetlen delir\u00e1l.<br \/>\n\u00c9s azt hiszi, tud verset \u00edrni,<br \/>\n\u2013 b\u00e1r sz\u00e9tr\u00e1zza a s\u00e1rga k\u00edn \u2013<br \/>\nott, az \u00e1gyon (pap\u00edr n\u00e9lk\u00fcl)<br \/>\nm\u00e9giscsak egy \u201everset\u201d \u00edr:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">Jaj, ne hagyjatok magamra,<br \/>\nJaj, ne hagyjatok magamra,<br \/>\nNe z\u00e1rjatok halni dalba,<br \/>\nJaj, ne hagyjatok magamra!<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">Furcsa t\u00f6ml\u00f6c \u00e1m az \u00e9nek,<br \/>\nFurcsa t\u00f6ml\u00f6c \u00e1m az \u00e9nek,<br \/>\nRabja vagy \u00e9s m\u00e9gse v\u00e9d meg,<br \/>\nRabja vagy, de m\u00e9gse v\u00e9d meg.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">Engemet, ha \u00e1rv\u00e1n hagytok,<br \/>\nEngemet, ha \u00e1rv\u00e1n hagytok,<br \/>\nTi is egyed\u00fcl maradtok,<br \/>\nTi is egyed\u00fcl maradtok.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">K\u00e9t nap m\u00falva jobban lettem,<br \/>\nnem mantr\u00e1ztam, nem remegtem,<br \/>\n\u2013 estefel\u00e9 kicsit ettem, de a \u201everset\u201d<br \/>\nnem feledtem\u2026<br \/>\nMegint a K\u00f3rh\u00e1z \u00fcres zsebbel, p\u00e9nzem<br \/>\nn\u00e9lk\u00fcl elbocs\u00e1tott;<br \/>\nH\u00e1t sz\u00e1lljon r\u00e1 \u2013 \u00e9s t\u00e1n r\u00e1m is<br \/>\nEzer\u00e9ves, \u00f6r\u00f6k \u00e1tok.<br \/>\nM\u00e9g egy l\u00e1ny is kij\u00f6tt velem<br \/>\n\u2013 Nem volt sem holt, se eleven \u2013<br \/>\nR\u00e1m pillantott, hamusz\u00fcrk\u00e9n, kis\u00edrt szemmel.<br \/>\nSeg\u00edts\u00e9gre szorult volna<br \/>\n\u2026 mit tehettem, \u00fcres zsebbel?<\/p>\n<p>2017. janu\u00e1r verse<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-8316 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='8316' data-nonce='80dddf713a' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-8316 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-8316 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Egy alkoholista fiatalember panaszaib\u00f3l K\u00f3rh\u00e1z. \u0150r\u00fcltek h\u00e1za. \u00c9jszaka. Vizelet szaga. V\u00edz szaga. Hold veri r\u00e1m az ablakot, Fent vicsorognak a csillagok. \u2013 Atavisztikus, \u0150si f\u00e9lelem fagya dermeszti k\u00f3rh\u00e1zi \u00e9jjelem. \u2013 Nincs \u00e9p gondolat \u2013 csak iszony\u00fa huzat j\u00e1rja \u00e1t a Beteg kopony\u00e1j\u00e1t \u00e9s mellkas\u00e1t. Elfogy a leveg\u0151, s egyszerre minden sz\u00e9tesik \u2013 a szoba megp\u00f6rd\u00fcl &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/05\/23\/detox-ii\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Detox II.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":461,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[273,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-273","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/461"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8316"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8316\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8317,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8316\/revisions\/8317"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}