{"id":7710,"date":"2020-04-27T20:06:57","date_gmt":"2020-04-27T18:06:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=7710"},"modified":"2020-04-27T20:06:59","modified_gmt":"2020-04-27T18:06:59","slug":"curriculum-vitae-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/04\/27\/curriculum-vitae-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Curriculum vitae"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">a Holdhercegn\u0151h\u00f6z<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">&#8230;az any\u00e1m \u00f6ngyilkos lett Kalocs\u00e1n,<br \/>\na b\u00f6rt\u00f6n szart\u00f3l b\u0171z\u00f6lg\u0151 budij\u00e1n:<br \/>\nlopott, hogy enyh\u00edthessen nyomor\u00e1n<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">\u00e9s veget\u00e1lni tudjon, mert ha kiv\u00e1r,<br \/>\n\u00e9hen d\u00f6glik \u0151 is, meg az ap\u00e1m<br \/>\nis, ki nem lelt m\u00e1r b\u00e9k\u00e9t, sem haz\u00e1t,<br \/>\nmi\u00f3ta elvitt\u00e9k lovait&#8230; s cig\u00e1ny<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">nemigen kapott munk\u00e1t. A csal\u00e1dom<br \/>\nap\u00e1m okolta \u00e9s kizavart\u00e1k<br \/>\noda, hol az agyagot kaparj\u00e1k<br \/>\na t\u00e9gl\u00e1khoz s ahol szikkad a v\u00e1lyog.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">S m\u00e1r hivatalnokok s\u00fcr\u00f6gtek k\u00f6rben,<br \/>\nmeg rend\u0151r\u00f6k, akik r\u00e1nk \u00fcgyeltek:<br \/>\nvitt\u00e9k any\u00e1m, \u00e9pphogy megsz\u00fclettem:<br \/>\nkev\u00e9sen m\u00falott, hogy nem a b\u00f6rt\u00f6nben.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Gy\u0171l\u00f6let gy\u0171lik gy\u0171r\u0171zve haragom<br \/>\nm\u00e9ly medr\u00e9ben \u2013 b\u00e1r pusztuln\u00e9k ink\u00e1bb:<br \/>\naz \u00e1llam nevelt, mint kommunist\u00e1t,<br \/>\nakiv\u00e9 v\u00e1ltam, vagyok \u00e9s maradok.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">M\u00e1sodrend\u0171 vagy \u2013 mondt\u00e1k \u00e9s elhittem,<br \/>\nhogy a cig\u00e1ny mind tolvaj \u00e9s koszos,<br \/>\nhogy nem \u00e9rzi, ha fojtja a mocsok,<br \/>\nmunk\u00e1t ker\u00fcl s nem tudja, mi az illem.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">k\u0151v\u00e9v\u00e1lt \u00e1rny\u00e9kk\u00e9nt k\u00eds\u00e9rt a k\u00e9nyszer,<br \/>\nhogy bizony\u00edtsak, de hogy mit s kinek?<br \/>\nmegadtam m\u00f3dj\u00e1t minden centinek,<br \/>\nahogy mentem \u2013 s kev\u00e9s volt az el\u00e9ghez.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Magamba fordultam, mint egy aszk\u00e9ta:<br \/>\nv\u00e1laszt kerestem, de nem tal\u00e1ltam,<br \/>\nidegen lettem, igaz bar\u00e1tnak<br \/>\nott maradt a k\u00f6nyv, a sz\u00f3 aj\u00e1nd\u00e9ka.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">\u00c9s a szerelem alig \u00e9rintett meg:<br \/>\n\u00e9szre sem vett, vagy dagad\u00f3 mellel<br \/>\nmentem el mellette, emelt fejjel,<br \/>\nmit sz\u00e1m\u00edt m\u00e1r, hogy azt\u00e1n falba vertem?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">&#8230;nem j\u00f3 ez \u00edgy, nincsen \u00e9rtelme sehogy:<br \/>\na l\u00e9t, ha csak panaszosan pisl\u00e1kol<br \/>\neloltani val\u00f3 s aki b\u00e1tor:<br \/>\nmegteszi; mert aki nem \u00e9l \u2013 sose volt.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Hogyan kell, beteljes\u00edtsem sorsom?<br \/>\nCsal\u00e1di hagyom\u00e1ny k\u00f6t: m\u00e1sunk se volt&#8230;<br \/>\nKardot kell-e ragadjak, vagy coltot?<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-7710 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='7710' data-nonce='cdf87c1517' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-7710 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-7710 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a Holdhercegn\u0151h\u00f6z &#8230;az any\u00e1m \u00f6ngyilkos lett Kalocs\u00e1n, a b\u00f6rt\u00f6n szart\u00f3l b\u0171z\u00f6lg\u0151 budij\u00e1n: lopott, hogy enyh\u00edthessen nyomor\u00e1n \u00e9s veget\u00e1lni tudjon, mert ha kiv\u00e1r, \u00e9hen d\u00f6glik \u0151 is, meg az ap\u00e1m is, ki nem lelt m\u00e1r b\u00e9k\u00e9t, sem haz\u00e1t, mi\u00f3ta elvitt\u00e9k lovait&#8230; s cig\u00e1ny nemigen kapott munk\u00e1t. A csal\u00e1dom ap\u00e1m okolta \u00e9s kizavart\u00e1k oda, hol az agyagot &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/04\/27\/curriculum-vitae-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Curriculum vitae<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":379,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[413,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7710","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-413","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7710","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/379"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7710"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7710\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7711,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7710\/revisions\/7711"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7710"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7710"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7710"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}