{"id":7260,"date":"2020-12-31T19:19:00","date_gmt":"2020-12-31T18:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=7260"},"modified":"2020-12-16T12:27:27","modified_gmt":"2020-12-16T11:27:27","slug":"adventi-varakozas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/12\/31\/adventi-varakozas\/","title":{"rendered":"Adventi v\u00e1rakoz\u00e1s"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>B\u0151r\u00f6m alatt f\u00e9szket rakott a v\u00e1rakoz\u00e1s.<br>\nS\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g takarta be az \u00e9brenl\u00e9t zaj\u00e1t.<br>\nNem l\u00e1tom a k\u00e9pmutat\u00f3 mosolyokban<br>\nmegh\u00faz\u00f3d\u00f3 g\u00fanyt, nem \u00e9get k\u00f6z\u00f6ny,<br>\nse \u00e1rul\u00e1s. F\u00f6ldalatti gy\u00f6k\u00e9rzet vagyok,<br>\na tudat lass\u00fa l\u00e9legz\u00e9se, \u00f6r\u00f6k meg\u00fajul\u00e1s.<br>\nB\u00e1tortalanul fogadom be a b\u00e9kess\u00e9get.<br>\nKegyes \u00e9rint\u00e9sek \u00fclnek tel\u00edtett v\u00e1gyak<br>\nkormos m\u00e9rleg\u00e9n, libik\u00f3ka-rem\u00e9nybe<br>\nfog\u00f3dzva s\u00f3hajtom ki l\u00e9t-szil\u00e1nkjaim <br>\n\u2013 v\u00e9rrel \u00e9s k\u00f6nnyel szakad fel a k\u00edn. <br>\n\u00d3ce\u00e1nok v\u00e9gtelen hatalma \u00e9l bennem,<br>\nt\u00fckr\u00f6z\u00f6m ap\u00e1ly-dag\u00e1ly szimbi\u00f3zis\u00e1t.<br>\nVal\u00f3s\u00e1gomban ill\u00fazi\u00f3k festik sz\u00ednesre<br>\na megrajzolt labirintusokat. K\u00e9pkeret<br>\ntart \u00f6ssze lapokon hagyott bar\u00e1zd\u00e1kat,<br>\nm\u00e9lyed\u00e9s\u00fckb\u0151l rem\u00e9nys\u00e9g domborul.<br>\n\u00d6r\u00f6mtelen kacag\u00e1st visznek n\u00e9vtelen<br>\nmesszes\u00e9gbe a l\u00e1ngmadarak sz\u00e1rnyai.<br>\nA sikolytalan, riadt remeg\u00e9s, mint d\u00e9r<br>\nlepte lev\u00e9l az \u00e1gon, tartja mag\u00e1nyom.<br>\n\u0170z\u00f6tt hitem halkan h\u00edvogat a f\u00e9nyre.<br>\nMeg\u00e1ll\u00edt, k\u00e9rdez, jelez. \u0150si akarat ez.<br>\nIdeje tettnek, az indul\u00e1s sz\u00e1nd\u00e9k\u00e1nak,<br>\na valamennyi \u00f6r\u00f6mnek, s valameddig<br>\nlenni akar\u00e1snak. T\u00e1rsas-j\u00e1t\u00e9k az \u00e9let.<br>\nHal\u00e1lig tart\u00f3 utaz\u00e1s. F\u00e9k, \u00e9s lend\u00fclet<br>\na kiteljesed\u00e9shez. V\u00e1rok megf\u00e1radt,<br>\nlassan \u00e9rkez\u0151ket, \u00f6lelek k\u00f6nnytelen<br>\nk\u00f6nnyez\u0151ket \u2013 h\u00e1tat ford\u00edt a mag\u00e1ny.<br>\nK\u00fatj\u00e1t befedem cs\u00f6ndes t\u00f6r\u0151d\u00e9ssel,<br>\nfelid\u00e9zem, s \u00fajra \u00e9lem a pillant\u00e1sban<br>\npar\u00e1zsl\u00f3 szeretet szavak-n\u00e9lk\u00fclis\u00e9g\u00e9t,<br>\nk\u00e9zfog\u00e1sok f\u00e9lt\u0151 szor\u00edt\u00e1s\u00e1ban \u0151rz\u00f6m<br>\naz \u00f6sszetartoz\u00e1st. Az id\u0151 megf\u00e9kezi<br>\na haragot. Kibontja \u00f6sszecsom\u00f3zott<br>\nszavainkb\u00f3l a j\u00f3\u00edz\u0171, boldog nevet\u00e9st,<br>\nhogy felszabadulhasson b\u00e9lyegzett <br>\nterheink al\u00f3l minden, mit elengedni<br>\nkell. Velem v\u00e1rakozik gyertyaillat\u00fa<br>\nadventi foh\u00e1szban a megtisztul\u00e1s\u2026<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-7260 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='7260' data-nonce='7f6e825053' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-7260 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-7260 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u0151r\u00f6m alatt f\u00e9szket rakott a v\u00e1rakoz\u00e1s. S\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g takarta be az \u00e9brenl\u00e9t zaj\u00e1t. Nem l\u00e1tom a k\u00e9pmutat\u00f3 mosolyokban megh\u00faz\u00f3d\u00f3 g\u00fanyt, nem \u00e9get k\u00f6z\u00f6ny, se \u00e1rul\u00e1s. F\u00f6ldalatti gy\u00f6k\u00e9rzet vagyok, a tudat lass\u00fa l\u00e9legz\u00e9se, \u00f6r\u00f6k meg\u00fajul\u00e1s. B\u00e1tortalanul fogadom be a b\u00e9kess\u00e9get. Kegyes \u00e9rint\u00e9sek \u00fclnek tel\u00edtett v\u00e1gyak kormos m\u00e9rleg\u00e9n, libik\u00f3ka-rem\u00e9nybe fog\u00f3dzva s\u00f3hajtom ki l\u00e9t-szil\u00e1nkjaim \u2013 v\u00e9rrel \u00e9s k\u00f6nnyel szakad &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/12\/31\/adventi-varakozas\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Adventi v\u00e1rakoz\u00e1s<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9136,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[388,477,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7260","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-388","category-477","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7260","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9136"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7260"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7260\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9818,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7260\/revisions\/9818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7260"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7260"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7260"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}