{"id":6685,"date":"2020-03-21T15:46:18","date_gmt":"2020-03-21T14:46:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=6685"},"modified":"2020-03-21T16:25:04","modified_gmt":"2020-03-21T15:25:04","slug":"baba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/03\/21\/baba\/","title":{"rendered":"Baba"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"padding-left: 160px;\"><strong>In memoriam N. A. \u00c9.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 160px;\">Baba,<br \/>\na fiad voltam,<br \/>\ns vagyok,<br \/>\n\u201982 ide vagy oda,<br \/>\ntudom, hazav\u00e1gtam<br \/>\naz \u00e1lmaimat;<br \/>\n\u00e9s azokat is, amiket t\u00e1n<br \/>\nr\u00f3lam d\u00e9delgett\u00e9l,<br \/>\nde hogyan lehetett volna<br \/>\n\u00e9p \u00e9sszel \u00e1tv\u00e9szelni<br \/>\na n\u00e9lk\u00fcled v\u00e9gigverg\u0151d\u00f6tt \u00e9veket?<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 160px;\">Baba,<br \/>\na vil\u00e1gra hozt\u00e1l,<br \/>\nhogy tov\u00e1bbvigyem<br \/>\nezt a kis l\u00e1ngot \u2013<br \/>\na tollforgat\u00e1sba menekv\u00e9st<br \/>\nmegpr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam, Istenemre,<br \/>\n\u00e9s sz\u00e9pen belebuktam;<br \/>\nminden \u00e1ldott nap piszk\u00e1lom a t\u00fczet,<br \/>\nm\u00e1r csak az eml\u00e9ked\u00e9rt,<br \/>\nmert nem is k\u00e9rn\u00e9l m\u00e1st,<br \/>\n\u00edgy sejtem.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 160px;\">Baba,<br \/>\n\u00e9jjel kett\u0151 huszonkett\u0151,<br \/>\nf\u00e9lek elaludni,<br \/>\nr\u00e9m\u00e1lmok marnak maradand\u00f3<br \/>\nsebeket lelkemre,<br \/>\nhegesedett j\u00f3p\u00e1r,<br \/>\nde mit b\u00e1nom \u00e9n;<br \/>\nszeretlek, \u00e9rezheted,<br \/>\nfelkeltem, botork\u00e1lok a szob\u00e1ban,<br \/>\nportr\u00e9d el\u0151tt l\u00e9p\u00e9senk\u00e9nt meg\u00e1llva,<br \/>\n\u00f6r\u00f6k h\u00e1l\u00e1val bar\u00e1tomnak, aki ecsetet ragadott.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 160px;\">Baba,<br \/>\nbocs\u00e1ss meg a hadar\u00e1s\u00e9rt,<br \/>\n\u00f6ssze-vissza sorokat<br \/>\nmaszatolok a pap\u00edrra<br \/>\nb\u00f6lcsess\u00e9gek h\u00edj\u00e1n,<br \/>\nhacsak nincs ebben a k\u00e1oszban<br \/>\nvalamif\u00e9le logikai l\u00e1ncolat,<br \/>\nakkor egyre k\u00f6zeled\u00fcnk egym\u00e1shoz;<br \/>\nezek a sorok tal\u00e1n<br \/>\naz utols\u00f3 lobban\u00e1sai a l\u00e1ngnak,<br \/>\nmik\u00f6zben viaskodom a sz\u00e9llel,<br \/>\nk\u00e9t tenyeremmel k\u00f6zrefogva.<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-6685 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='6685' data-nonce='7f6e825053' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-6685 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-6685 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In memoriam N. A. \u00c9. Baba, a fiad voltam, s vagyok, \u201982 ide vagy oda, tudom, hazav\u00e1gtam az \u00e1lmaimat; \u00e9s azokat is, amiket t\u00e1n r\u00f3lam d\u00e9delgett\u00e9l, de hogyan lehetett volna \u00e9p \u00e9sszel \u00e1tv\u00e9szelni a n\u00e9lk\u00fcled v\u00e9gigverg\u0151d\u00f6tt \u00e9veket? Baba, a vil\u00e1gra hozt\u00e1l, hogy tov\u00e1bbvigyem ezt a kis l\u00e1ngot \u2013 a tollforgat\u00e1sba menekv\u00e9st megpr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam, Istenemre, \u00e9s sz\u00e9pen &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2020\/03\/21\/baba\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Baba<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":352,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[357,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6685","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-357","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6685","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/352"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6685"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6685\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6715,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6685\/revisions\/6715"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6685"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6685"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6685"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}