{"id":24145,"date":"2026-10-02T13:28:33","date_gmt":"2026-10-02T11:28:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=24145"},"modified":"2026-10-02T13:28:33","modified_gmt":"2026-10-02T11:28:33","slug":"szentesti-onsajnalat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2026\/10\/02\/szentesti-onsajnalat\/","title":{"rendered":"Szentesti \u00f6nsajn\u00e1lat"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sok\u00e1ig nem gondoltam a Szentest\u00e9re,<\/span><\/p>\n

De a bar\u00e1taim m\u00e1r csak err\u0151l besz\u00e9ltek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Akik m\u00e1r \u00e1t\u00e9lt\u00e9k \u2013 az \u00e9lm\u00e9nyeikr\u0151l,<\/span><\/p>\n

A t\u00f6bbiek pedig \u2013 a f\u00e9lelmeikr\u0151l.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Harminc \u00e9ve mindig ittam az \u00fcnnepen,<\/span><\/p>\n

A v\u00e9g\u00e9re legt\u00f6bbsz\u00f6r nem eml\u00e9keztem.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mindig elv\u00e1r\u00e1saim voltak m\u00e1sokkal,<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem sokszor \u00f6r\u00fcltem az aj\u00e1nd\u00e9koknak.<\/span><\/p>\n

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El\u0151z\u0151 \u00e9vben egyed\u00fcl vacsor\u00e1ztam,<\/span><\/p>\n

Majd italt kutattam a saj\u00e1t szob\u00e1mban.<\/span><\/p>\n

Istennek k\u00e9pzeltem magam \u00e1lmomban,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9jjel az \u00e1gyamban izzadva forgol\u00f3dtam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Most a \u201eSz\u00e1ll\u00f3n\u201d h\u00e1rman feksz\u00fcnk a szob\u00e1ban,<\/span><\/p>\n

Negyedik t\u00e1rsunk \u00fcnnepel a csal\u00e1ddal.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9desany\u00e1m m\u00e1r csak l\u00e9lekben van velem,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ap\u00e1m pedig \u00fcnnepel egy \u201eidegennel\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Feles\u00e9gemr\u0151l azt sem tudom, mit csin\u00e1l,<\/span><\/p>\n

Kellemes kar\u00e1csonyt n\u00e9gy \u00e9ve nem k\u00edv\u00e1n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sorst\u00e1rsaimt\u00f3l m\u00e1r r\u00e9gen elb\u00facs\u00faztam,<\/span><\/p>\n

A \u201eSz\u00e1ll\u00f3-t\u00e1rsaim\u201d m\u00e1r f\u00e9lig ber\u00fagtak.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nincs kedvem most se t\u00e9v\u00e9zni, se olvasni,<\/span><\/p>\n

Meguntam m\u00e1r a r\u00e1di\u00f3t is hallgatni.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hanyatt fekszem a s\u00f6t\u00e9tben az \u00e1gyamon,<\/span><\/p>\n

A szomsz\u00e9daim horkol\u00e1s\u00e1t hallgatom.<\/span><\/p>\n

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A gondolataim zavarosak lettek,<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem tudok d\u00f6nteni, hogy mit\u00e9v\u0151 legyek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Saj\u00e1t m\u00faltamr\u00f3l csak a rossz jut az eszembe,<\/span><\/p>\n

A j\u00f6v\u0151re pedig gondolni sem merek.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Er\u0151sen akarok, szeretn\u00e9k aludni,<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00faltr\u00f3l, jelenr\u0151l \u00e9s j\u00f6v\u0151r\u0151l nem tudni.<\/span><\/p>\n

Lelkemben sajog az \u201e\u00d6nsajn\u00e1lat\u201d k\u00ednja,<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6nny\u00edteni nem tud m\u00e1s csak az \u201eIma\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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