{"id":21237,"date":"2026-05-23T23:28:45","date_gmt":"2026-05-23T21:28:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=21237"},"modified":"2026-05-23T23:28:45","modified_gmt":"2026-05-23T21:28:45","slug":"meg-ma-is-konnyezem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2026\/05\/23\/meg-ma-is-konnyezem\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u00e9g ma is k\u00f6nnyezem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">M\u00e9g eml\u00e9kszem any\u00e1m<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">utols\u00f3 halk szav\u00e1ra:<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ha m\u00e1r nem lenn\u00e9k<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">gondolj r\u00e1m!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A decemberi csend<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">nem hozott gy\u00f3gy\u00edrt baj\u00e1ra,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">valami csavarni kezdte sz\u00edvem,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">s akkor ott s\u00edr\u00e1sra g\u00f6rb\u00fclt a sz\u00e1m.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Az \u00e9jszaka csillagtalan volt,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00e9h\u00e1ny h\u00f3pehely t\u00e1ncolt csak a l\u00e9gben,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u0151 csendben lehunyta szem\u00e9t,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">s messze n\u00e9zet az \u00f6r\u00f6k f\u00e9nybe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00c1tkoztam magam a sok gond\u00e9rt,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">mit gyerekk\u00e9nt gyenge v\u00e1ll\u00e1ra raktam,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">l\u00e1zad\u00f3 kamaszk\u00e9nt \u00e9rthetetlen\u00fcl,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">sz\u00edv\u00e9ben ezernyi b\u00e1natot hagytam.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Most m\u00e1r \u00e9rzem milyen n\u00e9lk\u00fcle,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">hi\u00e1nya mekkora m\u00e1glya, \u00e9s \u00e9n rajta \u00e9gek,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">szemem m\u00e1r r\u00e9gen kisz\u00e1radt, k\u00f6nnyet nem ejt,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">a csend k\u00f6rbefon, \u00e9s \u00e9n f\u00e9lek.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Legrosszabbak az \u00e9jszak\u00e1k,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">mikor \u00e1lmomban velem van \u00fajra,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">mosolyog, sz\u00edvemben dobban sz\u00edve,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00e9s felk\u00e9sz\u00edt egy hossz\u00fa \u00fatra.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">M\u00e9g eml\u00e9kszem any\u00e1m<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">utols\u00f3 halk szav\u00e1ra,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00e9vek \u00f3ta bennem<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">vissza-vissza cseng,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00fagy hagyta lelkem<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00e1rv\u00e1n mag\u00e1ra,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">hogy eml\u00e9keim fekete eg\u00e9n,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">mint f\u00e9nyl\u0151 csillag lebeg.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-21237 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='21237' data-nonce='83fdd202fa' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-21237 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-21237 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e9g eml\u00e9kszem any\u00e1m utols\u00f3 halk szav\u00e1ra: Ha m\u00e1r nem lenn\u00e9k gondolj r\u00e1m! A decemberi csend nem hozott gy\u00f3gy\u00edrt baj\u00e1ra, valami csavarni kezdte sz\u00edvem, s akkor ott s\u00edr\u00e1sra g\u00f6rb\u00fclt a sz\u00e1m. &nbsp; Az \u00e9jszaka csillagtalan volt, n\u00e9h\u00e1ny h\u00f3pehely t\u00e1ncolt csak a l\u00e9gben, \u0151 csendben lehunyta szem\u00e9t, s messze n\u00e9zet az \u00f6r\u00f6k f\u00e9nybe. &nbsp; \u00c1tkoztam magam a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2026\/05\/23\/meg-ma-is-konnyezem\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">M\u00e9g ma is k\u00f6nnyezem<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9288,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1193,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21237","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1193","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21237","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9288"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21237"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21237\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21239,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21237\/revisions\/21239"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21237"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21237"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21237"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}