{"id":21185,"date":"2026-05-23T21:30:39","date_gmt":"2026-05-23T19:30:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=21185"},"modified":"2026-05-23T21:30:39","modified_gmt":"2026-05-23T19:30:39","slug":"en-fizettem-ra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2026\/05\/23\/en-fizettem-ra\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c9n fizettem r\u00e1"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mern\u00e9l-e \u00e9bren \u00e1lmodni velem,<\/span><\/p>\n

mikor testem h\u00e9t k\u00edgy\u00f3 marja,<\/span><\/p>\n

s b\u0151r\u00f6m z\u00f6ld ny\u00e1lka lepi be,<\/span><\/p>\n

m\u00e9g \u00ednyem is sorvad hirtelen\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Mes\u00e9ln\u00e9l arr\u00f3l, k\u00f6ld\u00f6k\u00f6db\u0151l<\/span><\/p>\n

g\u00f3ly\u00e1k reppentek felh\u0151kre fel,<\/span><\/p>\n

sz\u00e1rnyuk alatt parazsat hordtanak,<\/span><\/p>\n

s a r\u00e9tre azt hintik szertesz\u00e9jjel\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Idegeimet, mint villanyzsin\u00f3rt, kit\u00e9pn\u00e9d-e,<\/span><\/p>\n

ha m\u00e1r j\u00e1r\u00f3szint\u00fcnkig emelkedett a pince\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Mer\u00e9szeln\u00e9d-e k\u00e9ssel metszeni f\u00fclem,<\/span><\/p>\n

csak hogy a szenved\u00e9s \u2013 szenved\u00e9s legyen\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

H\u00e1bor\u00fazn\u00e1l-e ellenem kegyetlen,<\/span><\/p>\n

tudva, hogy ki kardot vesz, azt kard em\u00e9szti el\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u00edz karommal kikaparn\u00e1d-e sz\u00fcleim a s\u00edrb\u00f3l,<\/span><\/p>\n

hogy megl\u00e1sd v\u00e9gre, kire hasonl\u00edtok\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Fejsz\u00e9vel kett\u00e9has\u00edtan\u00e1d-e a dallamot,<\/span><\/p>\n

ami egy hajnalon fakadt,<\/span><\/p>\n

mikor v\u00edzi hulla volt a Nap\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Csurgatn\u00e1d-e v\u00e9redet kehelybe,<\/span><\/p>\n

f\u00e9lve, hogy a szerz\u0151d\u00e9s v\u00e9gig\u00e9ltet\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

S egy vaknak elsimogatn\u00e1d-e,<\/span><\/p>\n

milyen sz\u00ednes a pillang\u00f3 sz\u00e1rnya\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9s mer\u00fcln\u00e9l-e<\/span><\/p>\n

f\u00fclem dobja al\u00e1 t\u00e1ncnak \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

az \u00e9rtelmed is elvesz\u00edtve k\u00e9jjel\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

(A t\u00e9boly \u00e9des volt, mint t\u00f6r\u00f6km\u00e9z<\/span><\/p>\n

a v\u00e1s\u00e1ri forgatagban.)<\/span><\/p>\n

Hazudd, hogy nem volt\u00e1l m\u00e9g a feles\u00e9gem,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00e9s ezer csom\u00f3t bogozz a k\u00f6t\u00e9len,<\/span><\/p>\n

hogy engem is egy \u00edt\u00e9let elem\u00e9sszen\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

(Az \u00fajs\u00e1ghord\u00f3 odar\u00f6gz\u00fcl a fagyba,<\/span><\/p>\n

s megakad eml\u00e9kk\u00e9nt az agyban.)<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c1t\u00e9ln\u00e9d-e velem a poklot,<\/span><\/p>\n

csak hogy Isten sz\u00edve el\u00e9 omolj\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Szeretn\u00e9l-e m\u00e1sokat macska-\u00e9sszel \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

fekete \u00e1rnyakat az utcaf\u00e9nyben\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Elvonszoln\u00e1l-e haz\u00e1ig, \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

a szerelem \u00e9des otthon\u00e1ig\u2026\u00a0 Minden \u00e9jjel:<\/span><\/p>\n

h\u00e9t k\u00edgy\u00f3 marta a testem,<\/span><\/p>\n

s \u00e9n e z\u00f6ld lepelben \u00e9nekeltem<\/span><\/p>\n

a h\u0171s\u00e9g hegy\u00e9nek zsolt\u00e1r\u00e1t\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

2024 okt\u00f3ber, m\u00e1sodik d\u00edj<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

Continue reading \u00c9n fizettem r\u00e1<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9442,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1193,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21185","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1193","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21185","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9442"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21185"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21185\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21187,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21185\/revisions\/21187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21185"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21185"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21185"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}