{"id":2010,"date":"2018-02-10T20:34:01","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:34:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/szegyenletes-vagy\/"},"modified":"2018-02-10T20:34:01","modified_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:34:01","slug":"szegyenletes-vagy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/szegyenletes-vagy\/","title":{"rendered":"Sz\u00e9gyenletes v\u00e1gy"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\nJ\u00f3n\u00e1s Tam\u00e1snak\n<\/div>\n<div>\nK\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, amikor negyven \u00e9v a korod,\n<\/div>\n<div>\na f\u00e1jdalom madarait nagyon j\u00f3l ismered;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nsz\u00edved lav\u00f3r, a lelked \u00e1tv\u00e1gott kakastorok,\n<\/div>\n<div>\ner\u0151sen szor\u00edt mag\u00e1hoz az \u00e9rdes Istened.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nK\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, a nyirkos cementfalak k\u00f6z\u00f6tt,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nbonyolultabb \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00f6ket v\u00e1rni \u00e9s \u00e9rezni;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nmikor csonka a Hold, \u00e9s minden eg\u00e9sz elt\u00f6r\u00f6tt,\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\u00fagy vallani, hogy l\u00e1ssuk a h\u00fasunkat v\u00e9rezni.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nK\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, akinek a fekhelye kem\u00e9ny,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nakit izgat miden, \u00e9s nem nyugszik, \u00e9s nem feled;\n<\/div>\n<div>\naki mindig teremt, b\u00e1r csalva \u00e9s vak a rem\u00e9ny,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nszeleket \u0171zni a Hortob\u00e1gy, az Ugar felett.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nOdvas farak\u00e1sk\u00e9nt aludni, &#8211; horkolva, &#8211; t\u00f6rten,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nut\u00e1na M\u00fazs\u00e1k kertj\u00e9ben j\u00e1tszani fog\u00f3csk\u00e1t;\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\u00e1ltal\u00e1ban egyed\u00fcl, \u00e9s nem csal\u00e1di k\u00f6rben,\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\u00edrni verset: antikot, csorb\u00e1t, t\u00f6r\u00f6ttet, \u00f3csk\u00e1t.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nElhagyott k\u00fat m\u00e9ly\u00e9r\u0151l v\u00edz gy\u0171r\u0171k\u00e9nt ragyogni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nak\u00e1r a cs\u00f6nd, \u00fclni a halott \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00f6k f\u00f6l\u00f6tt;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nl\u00e1tni a kritikusokat vigyorral gagyogni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\na szarv, a patk\u00f3, a l\u00f3fark n\u00e9lk\u00fcli \u00f6rd\u00f6g\u00f6t.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nMegsz\u00fclni Istent, \u00e9s saj\u00e1t szavakkal szoptatni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nr\u00f6gz\u00edtve magunkban a s\u00e1t\u00e1n minden hangsor\u00e1t;\n<\/div>\n<div>\na zord eml\u00e9keinket mind sim\u00e1ra koptatni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nlekaparni magunkr\u00f3l a gyermekkorunk sar\u00e1t.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nAz \u00e9let\u00e9rt megk\u00fczdeni, ak\u00e1r csak a rabok,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nk\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, aki harangk\u00f6telet r\u00e1ngat;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nhalnak lenni akit a partra vetnek a habok,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nszeretni arcunkra vizel\u0151, \u00e9des haz\u00e1nkat.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nB\u0171n\u00f6snek hinni magunkat, mert a b\u0171n\u00f6s b\u00fcntet,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nfelakasztani magunk, mint egy hideg kab\u00e1tot;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nhordani hideg v\u00e1gyunkat, neh\u00e9z k\u00f6dm\u00f6n\u00fcnket,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nf\u00e9lni, hogy nem szerezhetsz meg magadnak bar\u00e1tot.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nVasharangk\u00e9nt minden olvas\u00f3ban megkondulni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nb\u00e1natodat versbe keveri, vagy a pi\u00e1ba;\n<\/div>\n<div>\nszeret\u0151be mint v\u00e9gs\u0151 Istenbe bolondulni,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nj\u00f3nak mondani mindent, hiszen minden hi\u00e1ba.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\nLe\u00edrni sz\u00e9gyenletes v\u00e1gyad, van b\u00e1tors\u00e1god,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nnem \u00fagy mint akik gy\u0171l\u00f6lni, &#8211; szeretni se mernek;\n<\/div>\n<div>\na mennyorsz\u00e1g a v\u00e1rad, a pokol a h\u00e1torsz\u00e1god,\n<\/div>\n<div>\nelhagytad a negyvenet, mint szand\u00e1lj\u00e1t a gyermek.\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div>\n\n<\/div>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-2010 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='2010' data-nonce='1d79f8f660' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-2010 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-2010 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>J\u00f3n\u00e1s Tam\u00e1snak K\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, amikor negyven \u00e9v a korod, a f\u00e1jdalom madarait nagyon j\u00f3l ismered; sz\u00edved lav\u00f3r, a lelked \u00e1tv\u00e1gott kakastorok, er\u0151sen szor\u00edt mag\u00e1hoz az \u00e9rdes Istened. K\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, a nyirkos cementfalak k\u00f6z\u00f6tt, bonyolultabb \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00f6ket v\u00e1rni \u00e9s \u00e9rezni; mikor csonka a Hold, \u00e9s minden eg\u00e9sz elt\u00f6r\u00f6tt, \u00fagy vallani, hogy l\u00e1ssuk a h\u00fasunkat v\u00e9rezni. K\u00f6lt\u0151nek lenni, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/szegyenletes-vagy\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Sz\u00e9gyenletes v\u00e1gy<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":295,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[168,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-168","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/295"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2010"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2010\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}