{"id":19733,"date":"2026-03-27T15:57:01","date_gmt":"2026-03-27T14:57:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=19733"},"modified":"2026-03-27T15:57:01","modified_gmt":"2026-03-27T14:57:01","slug":"ismerem-oket-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2026\/03\/27\/ismerem-oket-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Ismerem \u0151ket"},"content":{"rendered":"

J\u00f3 lenne nagy, dr\u00e1mai szavakat \u00fcv\u00f6lteni, \u00e1tkozni a vil\u00e1got,<\/span><\/p>\n

hogy ennek m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp kellene lennie.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bizonyos szempontb\u00f3l tragikus, ahogy\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

elvesztettem a val\u00f3s\u00e1gt\u00f3l val\u00f3 \u00e1rtatlans\u00e1gomat.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mint valami torz Don Quijote, aki k\u00fczd\u00f6tt nagy eszm\u00e9k\u00e9rt:<\/span><\/p>\n

csal\u00e1d, bar\u00e1ts\u00e1g, szerelem, hit.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ezer csal\u00f3d\u00e1s ut\u00e1n fel\u00e1lltam,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

s mindig tal\u00e1ltam valamit, ami\u00e9rt m\u00e9g \u00e9rdemes k\u00fczdeni.<\/span><\/p>\n

Most tart\u00e1ssal l\u00e9pkedek,<\/span><\/p>\n

s valahogy rezign\u00e1ltan gondolok Mad\u00e1chra:\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201ek\u00fczdj \u00e9s b\u00edzva b\u00edzz\u00e1l\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

A hit m\u00e9rgez\u0151 mocs\u00e1r,<\/span><\/p>\n

nagy eszm\u00e9k, mik a m\u00e9lybe h\u00faznak \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

s t\u00fal gyakran nagyon k\u00e9s\u0151n vettem \u00e9szre,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

hogy megfojtanak.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem tudom, jobb volt-e naivnak lenni.<\/span><\/p>\n

Azt\u00e1n persze v\u00e9ge lett.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem tudom, hogy \u00e9ltem t\u00fal a sebeket.<\/span><\/p>\n

Irgalom n\u00e9lk\u00fcli, n\u00e9ma, hideg vil\u00e1g.<\/span><\/p>\n

Buddha szerint a v\u00e1gy az oka a szenved\u00e9snek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Azt hiszem, \u0151 sem valami der\u0171s ember lehetett.<\/span><\/p>\n

Gondolkozom, j\u00f3 lenne kifog\u00e1st tal\u00e1lni erre az eg\u00e9szre,<\/span><\/p>\n

hogy ki\u00e9gtem, vagy mag\u00e1nyos, vagy b\u00e1rmi vagyok.<\/span><\/p>\n

Csokonai is tudta, hogy\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

a rem\u00e9ny kegyetlen, manipulat\u00edv ribanc \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

metsz\u0151n kacag rajtad,<\/span><\/p>\n

mikor \u00f6sszezuhansz.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9szreveszem m\u00e1r, ha k\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00f6ttem \u00f3l\u00e1lkodik:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eFelejts el bab\u00e1m, keress m\u00e1s naiv bolondot!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Tal\u00e1n azt k\u00e9rdezed, hogy j\u00f3-e \u00edgy.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6nnyebb, f\u00e1jdalommentesebb.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9s a szeretet, bar\u00e1ts\u00e1g etc.? K\u00e9rdezed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ugyan, csak legyintek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Rem\u00e9lem, ha egyszer (b\u00e1r biztos sok\u00e1\u2019 \u00e9lek) meghalok,<\/span><\/p>\n

nem l\u00e9tezik t\u00falvil\u00e1g.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem vagyok k\u00edv\u00e1ncsi a vil\u00e1goss\u00e1g \u00fajabb hazugs\u00e1gaira,<\/span><\/p>\n

a s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9get meg m\u00e1r nagyon j\u00f3l ismerem.<\/span><\/p>\n

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2022 \u00e1prilis, m\u00e1sodik d\u00edj<\/span><\/p>\n

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