{"id":19097,"date":"2025-12-29T11:52:32","date_gmt":"2025-12-29T10:52:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=19097"},"modified":"2025-12-29T11:52:32","modified_gmt":"2025-12-29T10:52:32","slug":"kor-ut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2025\/12\/29\/kor-ut\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6r-\u00fat"},"content":{"rendered":"

A f\u00f6ld gyomra bakelitszag\u00fa. Az ajt\u00f3 z\u00e1r\u00f3dik,<\/span>
\n<\/span>k\u00e9rj\u00fck vigy\u00e1zzanak! L\u00e1va morog a m\u00e9lyben,<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00f6mlik sz\u00e1z alak, felfel\u00e9 t\u00f6r, s\u0171r\u0171s\u00f6dik<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>mozg\u00f3l\u00e9pcs\u0151n \u00e1rad \u00e9s l\u00fcktet a h\u00fasmagma,<\/span>
\n<\/span>sodor majd f\u00e1rad. Az \u00e9n pedig \u00e9szrev\u00e9tlen,<\/span>
\n<\/span>r\u00e9szv\u00e9t n\u00e9lk\u00fcl maradt, majd a habz\u00f3 t\u00f6meg<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>sz\u00e9tter\u00fcl a k\u00e9reg alatt. Mormol az alulj\u00e1r\u00f3,<\/span>
\n<\/span>d\u00fcb\u00f6rg\u0151 zsolt\u00e1r sz\u00e1ll, visszhangj\u00e1t hal\u00e1l feni,<\/span>
\n<\/span>k\u00e1nt\u00e1l \u00e9s kasz\u00e1l a kaj\u00e1n pr\u00edm\u00e1s, \u0151sz kez\u00e9n<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>heged\u0171 vicsorog, \u00e9s fi\u00fakurv\u00e1k combj\u00e1n<\/span>
\n<\/span>ond\u00f3 csorog. Majd felfel\u00e9 a l\u00e9pcs\u0151n<\/span>
\n<\/span>koszos halom a f\u00e9ny, rongymadonna kuporog,<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>l\u00e9gy \u00fcdv\u00f6z szeg\u00e9ny! B\u00e9k\u00e9sen sztondul<\/span><\/p>\n

karj\u00e1n kicsi fia, szed\u00e1lva l\u00f3g a k\u00e9tely,<\/span>
\n<\/span>ajk\u00e1n dadog az ima. Holtt\u00e9r \u00e1rny\u00e9k\u00e1ban<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>sanyar\u00fa pi\u00e9ta, nem l\u00e1tja senki, a kegyelem<\/span><\/p>\n

savany\u00fa di\u00e9ta, m\u00edg a t\u00f6bbi, a m\u00e1sok<\/span><\/p>\n

magukba mer\u00fclnek, diszkomfortba<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>
\n<\/span>magukkal nem ker\u00fclnek. Fenn f\u00e9nyricsaj,<\/span><\/p>\n

a villamos halkan h\u00f6r\u00f6g, \u00e9s duda \u00e9s szir\u00e9na<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00e9s k\u00f6rmenet p\u00f6r\u00f6g, mint lefoly\u00f3ban a szenny.<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>Harsog\u00f3 turista-kar k\u00e1nonban szemeket forgat,<\/span>
\n<\/span>mind m\u00e1st akar, olcs\u00f3 szesz, roller, parlament,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00e9s n\u00e9zd amott fent kopott bronz szabads\u00e1g<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lenn v\u00e9n aszott szent, szem\u00e9n h\u00e1lyog,<\/span>
\n<\/span>mert vagonban a gyermek, kit hal\u00e1lra tapostak,<\/span>
\n<\/span>nem kapott kegyelmet, csak f\u00e9nyes sztaniolba<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>sz\u00e1radt ima a zseb\u00e9ben. Arr\u00e9bb \u00e9rtelmis\u00e9g,<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00e1polt kez\u00e9ben sl\u00e1gerk\u00f6lt\u0151 k\u00f6nyve<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00e9s divatos p\u00f3r\u00e1z, v\u00e9g\u00e9n korcs, hisz elvei<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>s\u00e9t\u00e1lnak. Foszl\u00f3 m\u00e1z az eszme, az identit\u00e1st<\/span>
\n<\/span>m\u00e1r tegnapel\u0151tt letette, sz\u00e9p kafka-zak\u00f3 s illatos<\/span>
\n<\/span>hipszterszak\u00e1ll helyette, toler\u00e1nsan siet h\u00e1t<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>ateista malaszttal. A sz\u00ednh\u00e1z el\u0151tt<\/span>
\n<\/span>kell\u00e9k a t\u00f6meg, marasztal a gesztenyes\u00fct\u0151<\/span>
\n<\/span>r\u00e9zmelege szentiment\u00e1lis barokks\u00e1g\u00e1ban,<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>a padon a ment\u00e1lis sz\u00fcrk\u00fcletb\u0151l felragyog\u00f3 n\u00e9ma<\/span>
\n<\/span>hontalan, a pr\u00f3f\u00e9ta \u00fcl, mellette vir\u00e1g\u00e1rus, kez\u00e9ben <\/span>
\n<\/span>s\u00e1rga n\u00e1rcisz bokr\u00e9ta hervad b\u00e9kebelin. Tov\u00e1bb<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>h\u00f6mp\u00f6ly\u00f6g a gy\u00fclekezet, a kif\u0151zde el\u0151tt<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00e1jtatosan szor\u00edt kezet simab\u0151r\u0171 menedzser<\/span>
\n<\/span>\u00e9s h\u00edv\u0151 marketinges, l\u00e1buk alatt drogos ter\u00fcl,<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>szem\u00e9ben \u00fcnnep\u00e9lyes krist\u00e1lyfek\u00e9ly \u00e1h\u00edtat.<\/span>
\n<\/span>A k\u00f6zelb\u0151l m\u00e1r t\u00f6mj\u00e9nk\u00f6d, dunaszag p\u00e1r\u00e1llja<\/span>
\n<\/span>az alkony roskatag pl\u00e1zadereng\u0151 r\u00e9v\u00fclet\u00e9ben<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>szent megdon\u00e1lcok ifj\u00fa k\u00f3rus\u00e1t. Hossz\u00fanyak\u00fa<\/span>
\n<\/span>szlimfit sr\u00e1cok meg l\u00e1nyok, mobilf\u00e9nyes arcukon<\/span>
\n<\/span>archaikus a mosoly, l\u00e1tszik szuperszoft h\u00e1romr\u00e9teg\u0171<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>\u00e9rzelmeik komoly er\u0151fesz\u00edt\u00e9se, hogy nem l\u00e9tezni,<\/span>
\n<\/span>csak megval\u00f3sulni akar. Tov\u00e1bb a h\u00eddon ritkul<\/span>
\n<\/span>a t\u00f6meg, m\u00e1r nem takar a hold f\u00e9nye el\u0151l.<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nincs h\u00e1t ments\u00e9g, nem megyek tov\u00e1bb<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span>meg\u00e1llok. A szents\u00e9g a korl\u00e1ton marad, \u00e9s \u00e9n<\/span>
\n<\/span>a hull\u00e1mokban. Mordul a m\u00e9ly, a v\u00e1rosgyomorban<\/span>
\n<\/span>magasztosan kondul az \u00e1h\u00edtat, befel\u00e9 hanyatlik<\/span><\/p>\n

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