{"id":18413,"date":"2025-06-25T22:27:57","date_gmt":"2025-06-25T20:27:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=18413"},"modified":"2025-06-25T22:27:57","modified_gmt":"2025-06-25T20:27:57","slug":"hatha-belebotlok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2025\/06\/25\/hatha-belebotlok\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e1tha bel\u00e9botlok"},"content":{"rendered":"

A rossz d\u00f6nt\u00e9sek miatti keserv,<\/span><\/p>\n

a hitelbe kapott k\u00e1v\u00e9k \u00f6r\u00f6me,<\/span><\/p>\n

a befejezetlen tervek izzads\u00e1gszaga,<\/span><\/p>\n

a r\u00e9gm\u00falt dics\u0151s\u00e9geinek r\u00f6geszm\u00e9i, \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n

mind itt s\u00e9t\u00e1lnak mellettem az utc\u00e1kon.<\/span><\/p>\n

Egy nevet\u00e9s a t\u00e1volb\u00f3l:<\/span><\/p>\n

m\u00e9g t\u00e1n nevethetek magam is.<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00edr\u00e1s valamelyik felsz\u00e1mol\u00e1s alatti alb\u00e9rletb\u0151l:<\/span><\/p>\n

gyomorszor\u00edt\u00f3an ismer\u0151s.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00e9zenfogva andalg\u00f3 p\u00e1rok:<\/span><\/p>\n

milyen r\u00e9g k\u00f6z\u00f6mb\u00f6s l\u00e1tk\u00e9p\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Mag\u00e1nyos ember s\u00f6rrel a padon:<\/span><\/p>\n

t\u00fck\u00f6r, amit szil\u00e1nkokra szeretn\u00e9k t\u00f6rni.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9hs\u00e9gt\u0151l ny\u00fcsz\u00edt\u0151 kutya k\u00f6vet,<\/span><\/p>\n

de nincs n\u00e1lam j\u00f3 sz\u00f3n\u00e1l t\u00f6bb,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0csapzott macska ugrik ki a kuk\u00e1b\u00f3l,<\/span><\/p>\n

visszan\u00e9z, nem b\u00e1ntom, l\u00e1tja,\u2013 \u00e9s lelass\u00edt.<\/span><\/p>\n

Megyek, mert az \u00e1lmatlans\u00e1g<\/span><\/p>\n

perpetuum mobile.<\/span><\/p>\n

Megyek, holott ismerem utam<\/span><\/p>\n

elej\u00e9t \u00e9s v\u00e9g\u00e9t.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ez nem az a k\u00f6lt\u00e9szet, amit anno kiterveltem,<\/span><\/p>\n

ezek a versek csup\u00e1n csak pillanatk\u00e9pek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nem \u00e9ri meg t\u00fal \u0151szint\u00e9nek lenni sem,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

egyszer\u0171en \u00edgy tisztess\u00e9ges.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dajj\u00e1sz\u00fcletn\u00e9k, ha tudn\u00e1m a titkot,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201ea titok mindenkiben ott van\u201d, \u2013 meglehet,<\/span><\/p>\n

egyszer meglelem, addig koptatom a j\u00e1rd\u00e1kat,<\/span><\/p>\n

h\u00e1tha bel\u00e9botlok<\/span><\/p>\n

magamon k\u00edv\u00fcl is<\/span><\/p>\n

valamelyik zs\u00e1kutc\u00e1b\u00f3l,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

h\u00e1tramenetben.<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

2022 augusztus, m\u00e1sodik d\u00edj<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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