{"id":1805,"date":"2018-02-10T20:33:55","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T19:33:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/lyuk-a-zaszlon\/"},"modified":"2024-07-03T15:35:06","modified_gmt":"2024-07-03T13:35:06","slug":"lyuk-a-zaszlon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/lyuk-a-zaszlon\/","title":{"rendered":"Lyuk a z\u00e1szl\u00f3n"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bocs\u00e1ss meg any\u00e1m, hogy \u00edgy kibesz\u00e9llek:
\neml\u00e9kszel? \u2013 \u00f6tvenhat okt\u00f3bere volt.
\nF\u00e9nyes selymek fesz\u00fcltek \u0151szi sz\u00e9lnek,
\nde \u00e1ru h\u00edj\u00e1n kor\u00e1n bez\u00e1rt a bolt
\nfalunkban.<\/p>\n

Velem vaj\u00fadt\u00e1l. \u2013 ott kint a sors vaj\u00fadott,
\ns a sz\u00fcl\u0151otthon s\u00e1padt, meszelt fal\u00e1n
\na petr\u00f3leuml\u00e1mpa lepke f\u00e9nye
\negy jobb j\u00f6v\u0151r\u0151l \u00e1lmodott tal\u00e1n.
\nDe nem neked.<\/p>\n

Nekem se, hidd el, \u0151szint\u00e9n besz\u00e9lek:
\na sz\u00fcletni v\u00e1gy\u00f3nak is f\u00e1j a l\u00e9tez\u00e9s,
\nha v\u00e9rben, mocsokban, k\u00ednban s\u00edr fel a l\u00e9lek.
\nMa m\u00e1r a s\u00edrod felett gondolkodom:
\n\u00f6tven \u00e9v eltelt, s l\u00e1tod, ez is kev\u00e9s
\nvolt megvallanom.<\/p>\n

Neh\u00e9z sz\u00fcl\u00e9s volt. \u2013 \u00edgy mes\u00e9lted el,
\n\u00f6r\u00f6mtelen. Csak szenny \u00e9s gy\u00f6trelem.
\nA rossz fi\u00fa ki megsz\u00fcletni rest,
\nlyuk a z\u00e1szl\u00f3n. Anyj\u00e1t megk\u00ednz\u00f3 idegen.
\nNe haragudj! –
\nnem k\u00e9s\u0151, bocs\u00e1sd meg ezt nekem!<\/p>\n

\u00d6tven \u00e9v, \u00f3 \u00e9des istenem!
\nLehetne \u00fcnnep is, de csak \u0171r a lelkemen,
\nki \u00fagy vagyok itt, mint a meztelen csiga:
\nh\u00e1zatlan haz\u00e1j\u00e1t, haz\u00e1tlan h\u00e1z\u00e1t keres\u0151
\n\u0151sk\u00f6v\u00fclet, a m\u00faltba z\u00e1rt j\u00f6v\u0151,
\nanyj\u00e1nak sz\u00e1zszor \u00e1tkozott fia!<\/p>\n

Te s\u00edrba ment\u00e9l, m\u00edg \u00e9n itt ragadtam,
\nhaz\u00e1t cser\u00e9ltem, pedig csak helyben maradtam:
\nlyuk a z\u00e1szl\u00f3n, amin \u00e1tf\u00faj a sz\u00e9l.
\nValami hi\u00e1nya \u00f6tven \u00e9ve \u00e9l.<\/p>\n

2006. okt\u00f3ber<\/em><\/p>\n

Megjelent a szerz\u0151 B\u00e1nom is \u00e9n<\/a> c\u00edm\u0171 k\u00f6tet\u00e9ben.<\/em><\/p>\n

Continue reading Lyuk a z\u00e1szl\u00f3n<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":252,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[439,146,351,534,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1805","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-325-szam","category-146","category-351","category-534","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1805","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/252"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1805"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1805\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6967,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1805\/revisions\/6967"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1805"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1805"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1805"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}