{"id":15470,"date":"2024-08-31T19:22:41","date_gmt":"2024-08-31T17:22:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=15470"},"modified":"2024-08-31T19:23:48","modified_gmt":"2024-08-31T17:23:48","slug":"magany-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2024\/08\/31\/magany-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Mag\u00e1ny"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">\u00dcres s\u00f6r\u00f6shord\u00f3 a lelkem, s m\u00e1r szagom is olyan,\r\nahogy itt \u00fcl\u00f6k, sajn\u00e1lva magam.\r\nF\u00e1j a ny\u00e1r, \u00e9s f\u00e1j, hogy kopaszodom,\r\nf\u00e1j, hogy h\u00e1j l\u00f3g pocakomon,\r\nf\u00e1j, hogy nem nevet ki senki, \r\nmikor d\u00fcl\u00f6ng\u00e9lve pr\u00f3b\u00e1lok hazakeveredni,\r\ns nem veszekszel velem.\r\nSz\u00edvesen hallan\u00e1m, r\u00e9szeg diszn\u00f3 vagyok, \r\ns bel\u0151led ma m\u00e1r nem is kapok,\r\nmert tudn\u00e1m, hogy elj\u00f6n a holnap,\r\nmint mindig a hal\u00e1lpontos kasz\u00e1s,\r\ns t\u00e9velyg\u0151 lelkemhez hazatal\u00e1lsz. \r\nMeg\u00e9rzem l\u00e1gyra sz\u0151tt illatod,\r\ns mit tennem kell, magadhoz szor\u00edtva hagyod, \r\ns elsz\u00e1ll a baj, mint a sosem volt pillanat.\r\nSzemembe tetov\u00e1ltad boldogan mosolyg\u00f3 arcodat.\r\nDe most\u2026 hi\u00e1ba \u00e1gaskodik v\u00e1gyam,\r\nmagamt\u00f3l gy\u0171r\u00f6tt csak az \u00e1gyam,\r\ns mikor \u00e9rted ny\u00falok \u00f6lelve,\r\n\u00e1tizzadt p\u00e1rna n\u00e9z csak a szemembe.\r\nKevergek magamban, mint k\u00e1v\u00e9ban a kan\u00e1l, \r\nleg\u00f6rb\u00fclt sz\u00e1jjal, ki cukorra v\u00e1rt,\r\ns nem \u00edzlek magamnak. Meg senki m\u00e1snak\u2026\r\nNincs r\u00e1m sz\u00fcks\u00e9ge m\u00e1r a vil\u00e1gnak?\r\nNem kell a versem? A Dalom? Az agyam?\r\nR\u00e9g pucolt WC-n h\u00fazzam le magam?\r\nVagy keljek ki  a r\u00e9g oly meleg \u00e1gyb\u00f3l,\r\ns horkanjak magamra \u2013 el\u00e9g a nyavalyg\u00e1sb\u00f3l!\r<\/pre>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-15470 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='15470' data-nonce='7f6e825053' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-15470 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-15470 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dcres s\u00f6r\u00f6shord\u00f3 a lelkem, s m\u00e1r szagom is olyan, ahogy itt \u00fcl\u00f6k, sajn\u00e1lva magam. F\u00e1j a ny\u00e1r, \u00e9s f\u00e1j, hogy kopaszodom, f\u00e1j, hogy h\u00e1j l\u00f3g pocakomon, f\u00e1j, hogy nem nevet ki senki, mikor d\u00fcl\u00f6ng\u00e9lve pr\u00f3b\u00e1lok hazakeveredni, s nem veszekszel velem. Sz\u00edvesen hallan\u00e1m, r\u00e9szeg diszn\u00f3 vagyok, s bel\u0151led ma m\u00e1r nem is kapok, mert tudn\u00e1m, hogy &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2024\/08\/31\/magany-3\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mag\u00e1ny<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":61,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[580,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15470","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-580","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15470","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/61"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15470"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15470\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15471,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15470\/revisions\/15471"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15470"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15470"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15470"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}