{"id":1392,"date":"2018-02-10T20:33:45","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/almatlanul\/"},"modified":"2018-02-10T20:33:45","modified_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:45","slug":"almatlanul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/almatlanul\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c1lmatlanul"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"justify\">\n<p>\nAz unalomt\u00f3l \u00e9s a v\u00e9get nem \u00e9r\u0151 es\u0151t\u0151l kimer\u00fclten ny\u00faltam v\u00e9gig az \u00e1gyamon, de nem j\u00f6tt \u00e1lom a szememre.<br \/>\nT\u00f6lt\u00f6ttem egy poh\u00e1r tejet \u00e9s kimentem az udvarra r\u00e1gy\u00fajtani egy cigire.<br \/>\nA lak\u00f3negyed s\u00e1rg\u00e1s f\u00e9nyben f\u00fcrd\u00f6tt, a hold teljesen \u00e1t\u00e1ztatta a h\u0171v\u00f6s \u00e9jszak\u00e1t.<br \/>\n\u00dcltem a s\u00f6t\u00e9tben \u00e9s figyelemmel hallgattam az \u00e9jjeli csendet.<br \/>\nIsm\u00e9t olyan \u00e9rz\u00e9seket \u00e9ltem meg, melyekr\u0151l azt hittem m\u00e1r elvesztek: a lelkemben \u00fajra \u00f3ri\u00e1si a mag\u00e1ny, a rem\u00e9nytelens\u00e9g.<br \/>\nAz id\u0151 m\u00fal\u00e1sa is nyomaszt, s az, hogy semmi nem val\u00f3sult meg abb\u00f3l, amir\u0151l egykor \u00e1lmodtam.<br \/>\nR\u00e1d gondolva hirtelen eml\u00e9kfoszl\u00e1nyok t\u00f6rtek el\u0151 az eml\u00e9kezetemb\u0151l&#8230;<br \/>\nNem voltak konkr\u00e9t \u00e9s tiszta k\u00e9psorok, csak \u00f6sszef\u00fcgg\u00e9stelen \u00e9s abszurd epiz\u00f3dok; amik t\u00f6bbnyire az \u00e9rz\u00e9keimre hatottak: az \u00e1h\u00edtott test, ami megjelent hirtelen, kez\u00e9nek gy\u00f6ng\u00e9d \u00e9rint\u00e9se, a f\u00fclbem\u00e1sz\u00f3 hang&#8230; egy \u00e9des cs\u00f3k \u00edze&#8230;<br \/>\nVisszat\u00e9rtem az \u00e1gyamba.<br \/>\nMegpr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam ism\u00e9t elaludni.<br \/>\nF\u00e1radtan hunytam be a szemem \u00e9s kusza gondolatokba gabalyodtam, amelyek v\u00e9gtelen\u00fcl kerget\u0151ztek egy arc k\u00f6r\u00fcl, ti\u00e9d k\u00f6r\u00fcl, &#8211; akivel m\u00e9g sok mindent\u00a0 szerettem volna meg\u00e9lni&#8230;<br \/>\nA s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g \u00f3vatosan h\u00e1tr\u00e1lni kezdett, m\u00e1r-m\u00e1r hajnalodott.<br \/>\nKi\u00e1br\u00e1ndultan keltem, k\u00e9sz\u00edtettem egy er\u0151s feket\u00e9t \u00e9s egy \u00faj nap vette kezdet\u00e9t n\u00e9lk\u00fcled&#8230;\n<\/p>\n<p>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a02011 febru\u00e1r,3. d\u00edj\n<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-1392 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='1392' data-nonce='6041ff9e9e' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-1392 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-1392 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az unalomt\u00f3l \u00e9s a v\u00e9get nem \u00e9r\u0151 es\u0151t\u0151l kimer\u00fclten ny\u00faltam v\u00e9gig az \u00e1gyamon, de nem j\u00f6tt \u00e1lom a szememre. T\u00f6lt\u00f6ttem egy poh\u00e1r tejet \u00e9s kimentem az udvarra r\u00e1gy\u00fajtani egy cigire. A lak\u00f3negyed s\u00e1rg\u00e1s f\u00e9nyben f\u00fcrd\u00f6tt, a hold teljesen \u00e1t\u00e1ztatta a h\u0171v\u00f6s \u00e9jszak\u00e1t. \u00dcltem a s\u00f6t\u00e9tben \u00e9s figyelemmel hallgattam az \u00e9jjeli csendet. Ism\u00e9t olyan \u00e9rz\u00e9seket \u00e9ltem &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/almatlanul\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u00c1lmatlanul<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":578,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[105,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1392","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-105","category-szepproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1392","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/578"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1392"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1392\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1392"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1392"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}