{"id":12211,"date":"2024-05-22T12:29:04","date_gmt":"2024-05-22T10:29:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=12211"},"modified":"2024-08-26T12:16:40","modified_gmt":"2024-08-26T10:16:40","slug":"szenvtelenseg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2024\/05\/22\/szenvtelenseg\/","title":{"rendered":"Szenvtelens\u00e9g"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">A k\u00f6nyvek \u00e9lettelen\u00fcl hevernek a polcokon,\nhallgatnak - sosem leltem benn\u00fck utamat.\nValami zsibbadt, lass\u00fadad neh\u00e9zs\u00e9g nyom le a f\u00f6ldre,\nelkapva pillant\u00e1somat n\u00e9zek csak a t\u00fck\u00f6rbe.\nM\u00e9g halv\u00e1nyan eml\u00e9kszem arra a l\u00e1nyra,\naki az es\u0151ben t\u00e1ncolt, sug\u00e1rz\u00f3n a szerelemt\u0151l,\nm\u00e9g elhitte, hogy fontos.\nAhogy a cip\u0151sarkak kopogtak, \u00e9s n\u00e9ztem a kedvesnek hitt\nf\u00e9nyl\u0151 arc\u00e1t.\nEml\u00e9kszem a k\u00f3rh\u00e1z hal\u00e1lgy\u00e1ri pokl\u00e1ra,\nmegtanultam, b\u00e1r hossz\u00fa id\u0151 alatt, ha gyenge vagy, eltaposnak - \nj\u00f3 esetben.\nNincs t\u00f6bb\u00e9 ny\u00edlt sisak, ha kell, emberenk\u00e9nt v\u00e1ltom \u00e1larcomat.\nFurcsa, ahogy v\u00e9g\u00fcl az \u00e1lmok elkopnak.\n\u00c9vekig egy szerelmesnek hitt cs\u00f3k eml\u00e9ke miatt k\u00fczd\u00f6ttem,\nmajd v\u00e9g\u00fcl \u00f6lel\u00e9sek\u00e9rt,\nminek az \u00e1ra a hit vak elfogad\u00e1sa lett volna.\nTal\u00e1n most tanultam meg, hogy vagy magam\u00e9rt k\u00fczd\u00f6k, vagy nincs mi\u00e9rt k\u00fczdeni.\nValahogy kev\u00e9snek t\u0171nik az eg\u00e9sz - ne \u00e9rtsd f\u00e9lre,\nel\u00e9g j\u00f3 vagyok.\nDe \u00f6r\u00f6k, otthontalan v\u00e1ndor,\nhallgat\u00e1sok hidege bukkan fel az \u00e1rnyak m\u00f6g\u00fcl.\nHi\u00e1nyzik egy sosemvolt n\u0151 melegs\u00e9ge,\nahogy j\u00e1tszunk, arc\u00e1ra mosolyt csemp\u00e9szve.\nEgy szel\u00edd \u00e9rint\u00e9s,\na szerelem szents\u00e9ge \u00e9s par\u00e1zsl\u00f3 m\u00e1mora.\nPersze, megszokom.\nTudom, v\u00e9g\u00fcl minden pokol k\u00f6zeli ismer\u0151s lett.\nKin\u00e9zek az ablakon, \u00e9s visszab\u00e1mul r\u00e1m a t\u00e1rgyilagos \u00e9gbolt,\n\u00e9s a szenvtelen vir\u00e1gok.<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<p><em>2023 m\u00e1rcius, harmadik d\u00edj<\/em><\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-12211 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='12211' data-nonce='7eca4e8e2c' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-12211 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-12211 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A k\u00f6nyvek \u00e9lettelen\u00fcl hevernek a polcokon, hallgatnak &#8211; sosem leltem benn\u00fck utamat. Valami zsibbadt, lass\u00fadad neh\u00e9zs\u00e9g nyom le a f\u00f6ldre, elkapva pillant\u00e1somat n\u00e9zek csak a t\u00fck\u00f6rbe. M\u00e9g halv\u00e1nyan eml\u00e9kszem arra a l\u00e1nyra, aki az es\u0151ben t\u00e1ncolt, sug\u00e1rz\u00f3n a szerelemt\u0151l, m\u00e9g elhitte, hogy fontos. Ahogy a cip\u0151sarkak kopogtak, \u00e9s n\u00e9ztem a kedvesnek hitt f\u00e9nyl\u0151 arc\u00e1t. 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