{"id":12117,"date":"2024-05-18T21:40:10","date_gmt":"2024-05-18T19:40:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=12117"},"modified":"2024-05-18T21:41:13","modified_gmt":"2024-05-18T19:41:13","slug":"a-napok-romjai-alatt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2024\/05\/18\/a-napok-romjai-alatt\/","title":{"rendered":"A napok romjai alatt&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A napok romjai alatt,<br>\u00f6sszeomlott eml\u00e9kezetpalot\u00e1k \u00e9s szentek sikoltanak.<br>Szem\u00e9t, limlom,<br>traum\u00e1im has\u00edtom.<br>S\u00e9rt a f\u00e9ny,<br>a s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g,<br>v\u00e9tkeimre, b\u0171neimre,<br>minden csak \u00f3cska ments\u00e9g\u2026<br>Csak felejts\u00e9k, felejts\u00e9k\u2026<br>Az \u0151r\u00fclet \u00f3cska ments\u00e9g.<br>Sz\u00fcrke, s\u00f6t\u00e9t felejt\u00e9s,<br>tudat alatt sz\u00f6rnyek sikoltanak.<br>Remeg a k\u00e9z, a torok,<br>titokban minden b\u00e1ntalmaz\u00f3t fojtogatok.<br>Vendett\u00e1ra h\u00edvom az \u00e9letet,<br>ha \u00e9lek, \u00e9n csak vesz\u00edtek.<br>Hegylak\u00f3 vagyok, m\u00edg fejem nyakamon forog,<br>\u00e9n \u00e9n \u00e9n \u00e9n &#8211; az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t vagyok.<br>\u00d6tleteim jegyz\u00e9ke az \u00f6nhal\u00e1l sz\u00e1mos m\u00f3dozata,<br>t\u00fal\u00e9lni mindent lehet,<br>csak nyomor\u00e9kabb leszel,<br>nincs aki a rem\u00e9nyt visszahozza.<br>Konok l\u00e9ptek az \u00e9let,<br>fel\u00e1llni \u00fajra? Maga a v\u00e9g\u00edt\u00e9let.<br>Hidd el, semmit nem rem\u00e9lek.<br>Cs\u00f6pp-cs\u00f6pp,<br>kicsi t\u00fccs\u00f6k nincs kinek daloljon,<br>homlokodon az \u0151r\u00fclet d\u00fch\u00f6ng.<br>Nincs forr\u00e1s, hol rem\u00e9ny fakadjon,<br>ha meg van, ott maradjon.<br>Sz\u00e9ps\u00e9geim akasztom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>2023. december, els\u0151 d\u00edj<\/em><\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-12117 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='12117' data-nonce='58dd960469' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-12117 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-12117 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A napok romjai alatt,\u00f6sszeomlott eml\u00e9kezetpalot\u00e1k \u00e9s szentek sikoltanak.Szem\u00e9t, limlom,traum\u00e1im has\u00edtom.S\u00e9rt a f\u00e9ny,a s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g,v\u00e9tkeimre, b\u0171neimre,minden csak \u00f3cska ments\u00e9g\u2026Csak felejts\u00e9k, felejts\u00e9k\u2026Az \u0151r\u00fclet \u00f3cska ments\u00e9g.Sz\u00fcrke, s\u00f6t\u00e9t felejt\u00e9s,tudat alatt sz\u00f6rnyek sikoltanak.Remeg a k\u00e9z, a torok,titokban minden b\u00e1ntalmaz\u00f3t fojtogatok.Vendett\u00e1ra h\u00edvom az \u00e9letet,ha \u00e9lek, \u00e9n csak vesz\u00edtek.Hegylak\u00f3 vagyok, m\u00edg fejem nyakamon forog,\u00e9n \u00e9n \u00e9n \u00e9n &#8211; az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t vagyok.\u00d6tleteim jegyz\u00e9ke az &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2024\/05\/18\/a-napok-romjai-alatt\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A napok romjai alatt&#8230;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9271,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[344,520,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-visegrad","category-520","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9271"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12117"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12117\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12119,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12117\/revisions\/12119"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}