{"id":11339,"date":"2023-05-01T11:15:31","date_gmt":"2023-05-01T09:15:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=11339"},"modified":"2023-05-01T11:15:34","modified_gmt":"2023-05-01T09:15:34","slug":"korforgas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2023\/05\/01\/korforgas\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6rforg\u00e1s"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A vekker \u00e1ltal f\u00e9lbeszak\u00edtott \u00e1lmok<br>egym\u00e1sba gubancol\u00f3dva j\u00f6nnek velem<br>hajnali utaimon.<br>Mindig csak egy darabig,<br>azt\u00e1n sz\u00e9p lassan lemorzsol\u00f3dnak,<br>tal\u00e1n besz\u00f6knek m\u00e9g szunnyad\u00f3<br>idegen lelkekbe azut\u00e1n.<br>Furcsa, zavarbaejt\u0151 \u00e9rz\u00e9s:<br>minden \u00e1ldott napot<br>teremt\u00e9ssel \u00e9s puszt\u00edt\u00e1ssal ind\u00edtani.<br>K\u00f6rforg\u00e1s, perpetuum mobile \u00fczemm\u00f3dban.<br>Fogalmam sincs, hogyan fogantak meg bennem,<br>l\u00e9t\u00fck magzati t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u00e9sei csup\u00e1n<br>hom\u00e1lyos k\u00e9pek \u00f6sszevisszas\u00e1ga;<br>majd az asztali l\u00e1mpa f\u00e9ny\u00e9vel,<br>az \u00f3ra z\u00f6rg\u00e9s\u00e9vel megcsonk\u00edttatnak.<br>Ez\u00e9rt van, igen, bizonyosan ez\u00e9rt,<br>hogy napk\u00f6zben \u0151ket kutatom mindenfel\u00e9,<br>gondolatokban, \u00e9rz\u00e9sekben, asszoci\u00e1ci\u00f3kban.<br>Pr\u00f3b\u00e1lok titkokat felt\u00e1rni,<br>de ez kor\u00e1ntsem egyszer\u0171 ennyi d\u00e9j\u00e0 vu-vel<br>teledobozolt elm\u00e9vel \u00e9lve.<br>M\u00e9gsem hagyhatom eg\u00e9szen<br>eluralkodni benne a folytonos diszharm\u00f3ni\u00e1t,<br>\u00edgy m\u00e1r azt hiszem tudom,<br>hov\u00e1, mikor \u00e9s mi\u00e9rt is helyezem<br>k\u00f6vetkez\u0151 l\u00e9p\u00e9seimet.<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-11339 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='11339' data-nonce='252a24544b' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-11339 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-11339 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A vekker \u00e1ltal f\u00e9lbeszak\u00edtott \u00e1lmokegym\u00e1sba gubancol\u00f3dva j\u00f6nnek velemhajnali utaimon.Mindig csak egy darabig,azt\u00e1n sz\u00e9p lassan lemorzsol\u00f3dnak,tal\u00e1n besz\u00f6knek m\u00e9g szunnyad\u00f3idegen lelkekbe azut\u00e1n.Furcsa, zavarbaejt\u0151 \u00e9rz\u00e9s:minden \u00e1ldott napotteremt\u00e9ssel \u00e9s puszt\u00edt\u00e1ssal ind\u00edtani.K\u00f6rforg\u00e1s, perpetuum mobile \u00fczemm\u00f3dban.Fogalmam sincs, hogyan fogantak meg bennem,l\u00e9t\u00fck magzati t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u00e9sei csup\u00e1nhom\u00e1lyos k\u00e9pek \u00f6sszevisszas\u00e1ga;majd az asztali l\u00e1mpa f\u00e9ny\u00e9vel,az \u00f3ra z\u00f6rg\u00e9s\u00e9vel megcsonk\u00edttatnak.Ez\u00e9rt van, igen, bizonyosan ez\u00e9rt,hogy napk\u00f6zben \u0151ket kutatom mindenfel\u00e9,gondolatokban, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2023\/05\/01\/korforgas\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">K\u00f6rforg\u00e1s<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":352,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[493,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11339","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-493","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11339","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/352"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11339"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11339\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11340,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11339\/revisions\/11340"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11339"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11339"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11339"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}