{"id":1118,"date":"2018-02-10T20:33:36","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/2018\/02\/10\/kolto-voltam\/"},"modified":"2018-02-10T20:33:36","modified_gmt":"2018-02-10T20:33:36","slug":"kolto-voltam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/kolto-voltam\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6lt\u0151 voltam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\nH\u0171s\u00e9ges apa helyett h\u0171tlent kaptam,<br \/>\np\u00e1lyaudvarr\u00f3l f\u00e1t \u00e9s szenet loptam;<br \/>\nmegt\u00f6r\u00f6tt cip\u0151vel ucc\u00e1t d\u00f6ng\u00f6ltem,<br \/>\nketrecemben oroszl\u00e1nk\u00e9nt b\u00f6mb\u00f6ltem.<br \/>\n\u00d3cska volt minden k\u00f6nyvem, &#8211; \u00f3cska, kopott,<br \/>\nreszkettem mint gyermek, ki bukt\u00e1t lopott;<br \/>\nvir\u00e1gos f\u00e1k k\u00f6z\u00f6tt ritk\u00e1n ballagtam,<br \/>\na bajos sz\u00e9l jaj\u00e1t csendben hallgattam.<br \/>\nVagy ord\u00edtottam \u00e9s toporz\u00e9koltam,<br \/>\nv\u00e1s\u00e1rcsarnokban csomagot hordtam;<br \/>\nolyasmi\u00e9rt vertek amit soha nem tettem volna,<br \/>\nde szeretni mindig szerettem volna.<br \/>\nDe szeret\u0151 sz\u00edvre sohase leltem,<br \/>\ndurva \u00e9s g\u00f6cs\u00f6rt\u00f6s volt a hi\u00e1nyt\u00f3l a lelkem;<br \/>\na klinik\u00e1kr\u00f3l az eb\u00e9det hordtam,<br \/>\n\u00edgy \u00e9ltem \u00e9n egy embertelen korban.<br \/>\nMelyben id\u0151met egykedv\u0171en t\u00f6lt\u00f6ttem,<br \/>\nhajnal nyelvem a vil\u00e1gra \u00f6lt\u00f6ttem;<br \/>\nde tal\u00e1n nem hallgat majd a halotti maszkom,<br \/>\n\u00e9s verseimmel a j\u00f6v\u0151t sz\u00f3ra fakasztom.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 *<\/p>\n<p>Egy keser\u0171 n\u00e9p fia sz\u00f3lt bel\u0151lem,<br \/>\nugyan nem szerettek, de f\u00e9ltek t\u0151lem;<br \/>\nrozsd\u00e1s csillagom gy\u00f6ngyk\u00e9nt nem ragyogott,<br \/>\nm\u00edg a k\u00f6nnyem s\u0171r\u0171n hullott \u00e9s potyogott.<br \/>\nTehets\u00e9gem nem volt szerencse, se \u00e9rdem,<br \/>\nkem\u00e9ny szavak\u00e9rt k\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u00f6gtem t\u00e9rden;<br \/>\negy embertelen korban lettem bolond, &#8211; \u00e9n a v\u00e9ges,<br \/>\nk\u00f6lt\u0151 voltam, &#8211; \u00edgy voltam nevets\u00e9ges.<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-1118 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='1118' data-nonce='0fc93b1003' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-1118 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-1118 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0171s\u00e9ges apa helyett h\u0171tlent kaptam, p\u00e1lyaudvarr\u00f3l f\u00e1t \u00e9s szenet loptam; megt\u00f6r\u00f6tt cip\u0151vel ucc\u00e1t d\u00f6ng\u00f6ltem, ketrecemben oroszl\u00e1nk\u00e9nt b\u00f6mb\u00f6ltem. \u00d3cska volt minden k\u00f6nyvem, &#8211; \u00f3cska, kopott, reszkettem mint gyermek, ki bukt\u00e1t lopott; vir\u00e1gos f\u00e1k k\u00f6z\u00f6tt ritk\u00e1n ballagtam, a bajos sz\u00e9l jaj\u00e1t csendben hallgattam. Vagy ord\u00edtottam \u00e9s toporz\u00e9koltam, v\u00e1s\u00e1rcsarnokban csomagot hordtam; olyasmi\u00e9rt vertek amit soha nem tettem volna, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2018\/02\/10\/kolto-voltam\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">K\u00f6lt\u0151 voltam<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":295,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[80,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-80","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/295"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1118"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1118\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1118"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}