{"id":10870,"date":"2021-06-25T09:05:30","date_gmt":"2021-06-25T07:05:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/?p=10870"},"modified":"2021-06-25T09:05:32","modified_gmt":"2021-06-25T07:05:32","slug":"nem-tudok-verset-irni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2021\/06\/25\/nem-tudok-verset-irni\/","title":{"rendered":"Nem tudok verset \u00edrni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"padding-left: 200px;\">Szerdahelyi Istv\u00e1nnak<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">\u2026sehogy sem tal\u00e1lom a kezdetet,<br \/>\nlegels\u0151 szavam megad\u00e1s, \u00fcresnek<br \/>\nl\u00e1tom, ahogy t\u00fckr\u00f6zi lelkemet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">F\u00e1radok, kopog\u00f3 tollam \u00fctemnek<br \/>\nadja hegy\u00e9t, majd kikunyer\u00e1lom<br \/>\na m\u00fazs\u00e1k kegy\u00e9t, de csak nem \u00fczennek.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">T\u00f6rdelem ujjaim, tal\u00e1n b\u00e1nom,<br \/>\nhogy otthagyta a sz\u00e1lk\u00e1s lap\u00e1tnyelet,<br \/>\nf\u00e1j szemem \u00e9s a str\u00f3f\u00e1t se l\u00e1tom.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">\u00cdrok, a k\u00e9p-zavar, torz a k\u00e9pzelet<br \/>\namely sz\u00fclte, nem megy a form\u00e1ba<br \/>\na verssor, a falon n\u00e9zek egy legyet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Megpihenek, torkom a vodk\u00e1ra<br \/>\nszavaz, de \u00edns\u00e9g kapar beleimben<br \/>\n\u00e9s morog egy szeletnyi tort\u00e1ra.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">\u00dajra csak \u00edrok, izzad kezeimben<br \/>\na toll \u00e9s a pap\u00edr, rajta sz\u00e1raz<br \/>\ngondolatom futna k\u00f6rt, de leintem.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Z\u00fag a fejem s nyomja t\u00e9rdem a l\u00e1bam,<br \/>\nnem tudok \u00edrni\u2026 jobb lesz feladni<br \/>\ne pr\u00f3b\u00e1t, de nem \u00e9l bennem al\u00e1zat.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Ny\u0171g ez az \u00edr\u00e1s: ma m\u00e1r lerakni<br \/>\nsehogy sem tudom; k\u00f6telez, megk\u00f6t\u00f6z<br \/>\n\u00e9s nem akarna engem feladni.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Ritka pocs\u00e9k lett ez a m\u0171! Egy k\u00f6d\u00f6s<br \/>\nagy elvont kinyilatkoztat\u00e1sa.<br \/>\nrideg, m\u00e9gis, azzal eg\u00e9szen k\u00f6z\u00f6s.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Lepergett a tan\u00e1r oktat\u00e1sa<br \/>\nr\u00f3la, de st\u00edlussal \u00e9l a vil\u00e1gban<br \/>\ns tudja \u2013 e vers a sz\u00f3 koptat\u00e1sa.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Kidobjam? vagy a v\u00e9c\u00e9be kiv\u00e1gjam,<br \/>\na sz\u00e9l sz\u00f3rja sz\u00e9t szavam hamuj\u00e1t?<br \/>\nMit tehetek, hogy magam\u00e9rt ki\u00e1lljak?<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Cir\u00f3gasd meg a poklod kapuj\u00e1t\u2026<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-10870 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='10870' data-nonce='c7308e28e5' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-10870 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-10870 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Szerdahelyi Istv\u00e1nnak \u2026sehogy sem tal\u00e1lom a kezdetet, legels\u0151 szavam megad\u00e1s, \u00fcresnek l\u00e1tom, ahogy t\u00fckr\u00f6zi lelkemet. F\u00e1radok, kopog\u00f3 tollam \u00fctemnek adja hegy\u00e9t, majd kikunyer\u00e1lom a m\u00fazs\u00e1k kegy\u00e9t, de csak nem \u00fczennek. T\u00f6rdelem ujjaim, tal\u00e1n b\u00e1nom, hogy otthagyta a sz\u00e1lk\u00e1s lap\u00e1tnyelet, f\u00e1j szemem \u00e9s a str\u00f3f\u00e1t se l\u00e1tom. \u00cdrok, a k\u00e9p-zavar, torz a k\u00e9pzelet amely sz\u00fclte, nem &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/2021\/06\/25\/nem-tudok-verset-irni\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Nem tudok verset \u00edrni<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":379,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[490,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10870","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-490","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10870","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/379"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10870"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10870\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10871,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10870\/revisions\/10871"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10870"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10870"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedelnelkul.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10870"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}